Crawling Corpse

Je n'arrive pas à décider si au final je veux garder ce visage, en prendre un autre d'unoa pour cette custo ou trouver un moule SD pour celle-là. Elle me fait pas mal triper après tout... D'un côté en lusis ça ne va pas du tout, d'un autre côté, j'aime bien la délicatesse du corps minifee et l'ambiguïté de son genre qui me dispense de définir clairement une imagerie centrée sur le féminin ou le masculin, laissant pas mal de libertés. Et puis, j'ai pas forcement des fonds pour une BJD entière là maintenant...d'autant plus qu'il y a pas mal de candidature, mais aucune évidence en matière de choix de modèle. Il y a le Abadon/Cane/Flood de Luts, le Soom Dia/Chrom/etc, Du Supia, sans savoir sur quel corps je pourrais caser le moule - et puis le Zaoll, puisque ce visage ne m'a pas laché même si j'avais décidé de ne pas en vouloir pour raison de corps de femme. Mais passer de catégorie crevette des MSD au SD+ me semble difficile.
J'avoue que a pensée de revendre mes miens m'avait traversé l'esprit, elle aussi.

Mais enfin, pour l'instant je m'amuse avec la sirène qui s'est improvisée chez moi, et je mettrais la version originalle (homme) de la créature en scène en dessin.

Siren Siren

Experimenting with a new unoa faceplate.
I would want an SD mold for this custom, but I can't find an appropriate face/body combination >.> So I tried it on my lusis, but won't be keeping it.

Nastilly blurred pictures >.<

Missed meh?

Well I've hella missed doing faceups ^^' I forgot how nice it was... and I kinda fell in love with that little face, although it's not mine and should be sent back to the owner soon XD

 Unoa oyasumi face, also modded by me.

Goods and Bads

I'll try to keep this blog updated even though I might not have manny pictures to post.
Due to the recent changes in my life course, I'm not spending so much time on my BJD anymore. The good pont is that I have some space for them, and I really appreciate them. On the other hand, I'm not into photography for the moment, and my job gets the hell out of me so that I'm pretty exhausted right now ^^"
I would reeeeeally like to get back into the BJD comunity and into drawing of course, but well...I guess I'll just wait and see.

No way to resist.

Oups, I've almost forgot about those pictures.

"You have never managed to resits me, even with you being miles away...

Why in the world did you think you would resitst while actually facing me?"

Peaceless Rest

Is it over yet?

Well, looks like my resin-rush period is coming to an end, just as expected!
It's not that I don't like my boys, or have any problem with my faceups/pictures/customs as it could previously happen sometime. I just don't care about dolls that much anymore. See, I got myself a hell of a job, and in addition to it taking a whole lot of time and effort, it makes me stay focused on what's really important. Like, working on my art, possibly learning 3D, moving on and forward to what's real. I love BJD's indeed and looking at all those gorgeous pictures and modifications, and faceups makes me want to put effort into it.
But unless I can get myself into scupting for real, it realy look bleak and tiny compared to other cool things you can do <3

On dirait bien que mon affolement autours de la résine est en train de passer. J'adore toujours mes pti gars, et pour une fois ça ne vient pas de la frustration de ne pas pouvoir les modeler conformément à mes envies, ni du mal que j'aurais eu avec le photos/faceup/autres soucis de BJD. Après tout je m'y attendais, ce n'est que parfaitement logique - le fait de consacrer beaucoup d'attention et de forces au boulot y est pour beaucoup. Mais le boulot m'aide à réaliser aussi ce qui est vraiment important : m'améliorer en dessin, et me mettre à la 3D par exemple, oui.
J'adore les BJD, et toutes ces merveilles que les gens en font - ça donne envie de continuer et d'y consacrer du temps. Mais sauf si j'arrive à me mettre à la sculpture pour de vrai, ça vaut pas...le coup? - c'est pas vraiment la question, mais ça ne vaut certainement pas les autres choses qu'on peut arriver à faire à énergie et investissement égale.
Je vais voir ce que ça va donner dans deux-trois semaines, il est possible que l'envie de m'occuper de ma résine revient en force...qui sait.

Luxury of Sin

Join Me in Sin

What Now?

Je crois qu'il va falloir vraiment que j'arrête la photo et la custo le plus rapidement possible.
Je me suis bien amusée, j'ai appris des choses, je me suis permis ainsi d'exprimer une partie de mon imaginaire qui ne voulait pas sortir autrement. Mais ce qui me faudrait vraiment c'est de se mettre à la sculpture, muni de bonne volonté et de livres d'anatomie que je suis en train d'éplucher, c'est le bon moment. J'aurais vraiment la sensation d'accomplir quelque chose, de plus ça me fera sacrement avancer en dessin et là où j'en suis ça commence à devenir important.
Je me suis déjà essayée à la sculpture, mais c'est un travail qui demande dans un premier tempes tellement d'efforts pour un rien que je me suis découragée. Maintenant j'ai plus de recul là dessus.
Donc objectif : milliput/ladoll/apoxy.

Je ne vais pas me désintéresser de mes andouilles pour autant, je les adore, même si je me sens coupable de leur consacrer tellement de temps.


To put it as it is, I'm currently willing to put an end to my photography and BJD-customising as fast as possible.
I've had a lot of fun with that, I've learned and improved, I've allowed myself to let my imagination work this way, and I'm happy I did. But what I would really need now is to get into sculpture - with a couple of anatomy books in hand, it's now or never. That would really mean something to me and will let me improve my drawing skills for sure, and that's pretty important in my present situation.
I've previously tried myself at sculpting a bit with baking clay, but it's a damn huge amount of work for such a petty result, that I got kicked in the teeth and have let it go. But I'm gonna give it another shot.
Next stop : getting some milliput/ladoll/apoxy.

I'm not going to give up my little resin freaks though, I'm really fond of them even if I feel guilty for spending so much time on them.

Crimson Velvet

Crimson Velvet and ivory silk.

Brothers

They aren't quite brothers though they call themselves siblings. Two of the same kin, a long lost and forgotten race, ancient divinities that once ruled over the universe while it was young and pure. All of them dwelled in deep slumber since they have left the world to evolve on it's own. Yet some of them awoke and came back into the realm of the living flesh, unable to recall their past existence, thinking they were but mere humans. Thus lived Blyss (who was once called Azrael in the ancient tellings) until his human body was put to death and reborn by the power of his spirit bringing him back again into a human shape. 

Slowly he slipped into madness as he unveiled his godly nature but unwilling to accept it. Burdened by the blurred memories of his timeless past he eventually escapes the circle of insanity by pretending to be a human again, as if nothing happened, trying to get the best of his existance and forget the days of old when his kin was whole and prosperous. 

He does manage to do so, switching personalities and locations all over the universe, until the day he meets a man of little virtue and great intelligence that somehow feels strangely familliar... they become rivals and then enemies that until Imperion who was awere of their Brotherhood all along decides to reveal himself to the youngling...

The elder one is twisted, intelligent, cold and eager for power. The young one is smart, straight-hearted and hot-blooded. Both of them are wreckless and craving, aching for someone to share the unending and lonely happynessless life-time. The same blood of the same kin, they woulnd't need words to speack to each other, and yet you wouldn't even notice their likeness until they want you to see it.
Hayze, who have been given this surname for the mysty color of his eyes that are as if filled with thick fog, is a selfsih jerk, despising the weak and the human kind in general. Yet he is a loving brother and cares for the youngling even more then for his strive for power. Although, he greatly enjoys torturing Blyss before they actually happen to meet face to face...but that's yet another story to tell.

Unpure

Complete Duality

Blyss and...himself.

Heaven Denied

Work work

Something I'm working at : my B-el faceplate that was put through heavy modifications.
I do like the default looks of the faceplate, but they are just too recognizable and also - too rough compared to the Lusis one, and I needed them to look more...siblings-like. So I've sanded down and reshaped it's eye-brows, nose, chin, lips, eye-lids and opened it's eyes and mouth of course. I need more sanding paper very fast :O

Those would be my last mods, I've got two more faceups to do and then I'm taking a good break.

All of them

Je suis émerveillée de les voir tous les deux, il y a comme une communication qui s'établie entre eux sans que j'ait à y toucher. Les deux sont la même personne, ou plutôt les personnalités que Blyss a développée en sombrant dans une sorte de folie entre la vie et la non-mort. L'un est Azrael, l'autre Sirion. Le premier s'est dépossédé de ses pouvoirs divins et s'enferme dans la solitude et le chagrin; le second est n'est animé par ses envies et sa puissance, méprisant et tyrannique, sans être profondément mauvais.
Pourquoi les mettre ensemble chacun dans un corps diffèrent? Une envie, sans raison.

I feel like squirming at the two of them, they feel alive as if there was some sort of silent communication between them, just in the way they are so complimentary. The both of them are but one single person, Blyss and his various personalities split in many during his tragic downfall. Azrael and Sirion. The first one has deprived himself oh his powers, burdened by grief and inability to be human, while the second one indulges humself in power, absolute freedom and total dismay for the human race.
Normally Blyss would switch between the such behaviours in certain situations, but I felt like bringing the two of them together for the while.

Such an angry face :D On one hand I don't think I should be keeping the Bully faceplate, on the other hand it has now Blyss'es face written all over it and I can't make myself get rid of it that easilly.
Il en fait une tête :D D'une part je pense ne pas avoir vraiment besoin de la faceplete Bully, il est rare que je l'utilise, mais d'un autre côté il y a le visage de Blyss dessus, ce e sera pas facile de me décider à m'en défaire.

Newcommer...

Guess what? =D
I've got a unoa B-el dozing faceplte coming, that is meant to become a dreaming one. I'm torn apart between giving Ash a sad dreaming face, and ... Blyss seems to want his Elder brother around. What can you do against that? I'll have to give it a try.

Deviiiiinez quoi?
J'ai une fp unoa B-el dozing qui est en route, et je vais enfin en avoir une de dreaming. Elle rendrait pas mal sur Ash, pour un visage plus triste, mais...il se trouve que Blyss aurait besoin de son grand frère. Alors je vais lui donner une chance :)

Autre news - je vais surement de commander une Lusis dozing ou une Oyasumi (ouioui chez m'sieur Araki -_-") pour en faire un cobaye, ou plutôt un support pour diverses custo sans personnages particulières. Histoire de pouvoir m'amuser de temps en temps à explorer les possibilités d'un visage unoa sans contraintes.